the canoeists have probably heard this for ten million times but i just had to say this..
I SUCK
today was the first time i broke down during canoeing training it sucks to feel like shit and feel so lousy.. the last time i broke down during training was probably during volleyball when i just cant seem to receive all the balls properly that day.. hai i just cant seem to perform.. i hope im burning out and not that im not suited for this sport..
my confidence level (haha sounds like confidence interval ok sorry out of point) is like the lowest it can ever get and i hope its like wad dom said there are always ups and downs so now is the downs period..
eeks. really hope things will get better after the malaysia trip and batam trip.. and im seriously grateful and glad to have a bunch of supportive and cool teammates u guys rock my socks man.. heh :)
{the riddle of red}
